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2.14.2014

14/2_`


我压抑不住思念着你
拨通了电话
想你 多久没见过你
远去的 窒息忧伤
又系在 我的心上
当初的放手
一个人叹息 后悔让你走

是突然袭来 那个问候 心都在颤抖
交集 心中的话被枷锁
想问你那边天气 难过的心情
隐藏的关心 早已被泪看透
只听听呼吸 最好的安慰

触摸你
看着我泪流的温柔
这样继续 回忆也不能安慰
我不停流泪 曾经约定好
如果分手离别 再不能相见
每个瞬间 不停想你
当疲惫累到 无法承受
受伤的时候
偶尔一次让我 听听你呼吸_`

_呼吸_`

2.11.2014

Facts about me__`

. Name: Au Yin Fun 欧艳芬
. 16 years old/2014
. 25/06/98, Cancer
. I don't have any hobby but I enjoy playing piano but I only know a few songs
. I used to learn violin and piano, but I stopped after 1 year and I hate myself somehow because of that
. I don't have an ambition because doctor is too mainstream and difficult to study and I am person who easy to give up on everything I do...
. I hate to be active in sport
. I used to be a basketball player of my primary school basketball team, I miss that time...
. I Love KPOP
. I always enjoy the fangirl time... A_A
. Kpop can always make me feel happy when I am having a hard time or being randomly sad/emo....
. Although I always knew I might not even have a chance to actually SEE my bias in person.
. I don't have a boyfriend because I'm ugly and I know it... I wish to have one but most of the time feel like it's kinda burden so yea nope nope nope...
. So I decided to imagine (yea just an imagination) my bias as my boyfriend
. I have an elder brother, he's annoying, he treat me well when he's in good mood and the another way too... I love him when he's like a good big brother and also the another way...
. I always call him 傻婆, and he actually answers me once when I called him hahaha <3
. I don't have a close male friend either because I don't know how to know new friend...
. I have many female friends and they are all fabulous, attractive, cute, pretty, talented, sociable and I'm not... I hate myself because of that too...
. I don't know how to share my feelings (I don't have anything like love tragic story to share)
. I care what I care and I don't care what I don't care
. I will treat people with the same way they treat me
. I am a penakut....
. My life is boring, I talk about boring things, I'm a boring person, everyone ain't have time to care about a boring person
. So I think I am slowly becoming an attention seeker
. I have my own style but I don't know what style is it...
. I don't know anything about make-up, brands or something a girl should know
. I always like to thank everyone in my life whether using words or whispering to myself
. I hate myself for being boring, lifeless, not attractive, easy to to give up on something I do but I love myself for being myself