Facts about me__`

. Name: Au Yin Fun 欧艳芬
. 16 years old/2014
. 25/06/98, Cancer
. I don't have any hobby but I enjoy playing piano but I only know a few songs
. I used to learn violin and piano, but I stopped after 1 year and I hate myself somehow because of that
. I don't have an ambition because doctor is too mainstream and difficult to study and I am person who easy to give up on everything I do...
. I hate to be active in sport
. I used to be a basketball player of my primary school basketball team, I miss that time...
. I Love KPOP
. I always enjoy the fangirl time... A_A
. Kpop can always make me feel happy when I am having a hard time or being randomly sad/emo....
. Although I always knew I might not even have a chance to actually SEE my bias in person.
. I don't have a boyfriend because I'm ugly and I know it... I wish to have one but most of the time feel like it's kinda burden so yea nope nope nope...
. So I decided to imagine (yea just an imagination) my bias as my boyfriend
. I have an elder brother, he's annoying, he treat me well when he's in good mood and the another way too... I love him when he's like a good big brother and also the another way...
. I always call him 傻婆, and he actually answers me once when I called him hahaha <3
. I don't have a close male friend either because I don't know how to know new friend...
. I have many female friends and they are all fabulous, attractive, cute, pretty, talented, sociable and I'm not... I hate myself because of that too...
. I don't know how to share my feelings (I don't have anything like love tragic story to share)
. I care what I care and I don't care what I don't care
. I will treat people with the same way they treat me
. I am a penakut....
. My life is boring, I talk about boring things, I'm a boring person, everyone ain't have time to care about a boring person
. So I think I am slowly becoming an attention seeker
. I have my own style but I don't know what style is it...
. I don't know anything about make-up, brands or something a girl should know
. I always like to thank everyone in my life whether using words or whispering to myself
. I hate myself for being boring, lifeless, not attractive, easy to to give up on something I do but I love myself for being myself